Sunday, December 9, 2012

Overall Experience

One Down!
  • This semester has flown by! I can honestly say I feel more blessed and more sure that I want to be a nurse than when I started... so nursing school hasn't scared me away yet!!! :)


  • No one said nursing school would be easy and going through first semester I can thoroughly understand what everyone was talking about. I have learned more and been more challenged over the past 15 weeks than I have my entire academic career. I giggle thinking about how stressed I was studying for my TEAS :) Now I embrace my lifestyle of constant studying and absolutely love how I am learning and understanding so much and giving up my social life to learn to save the lives of others.. totally worth it! Though I don't find myself hanging out friends as much as I used to.. I was surprised to find how close I have become with my peers. This semester would have been impossible without them! Their support and encouragement got me through my crazy rampages and they pulled me back from near mental breakdowns. I am so blessed to have them and I'm excited to get to know even more of my classmates like I've gotten to know the girls that have become some of my best friends :)
                                  


  • I am also SO thankful for my professors. Their support and encouragement was constant and so appreciated. Their passion for nursing and teaching was evident as they taught us this whole new culture and shared with us all their knowledge and experiences. 

Overall I m very thankful for this semester! I have grown mentally, academically, and spiritually in this short time and I can't help but feel overwhelmingly blessed!

Thank you all so much for the best semester more! Here's to five more yay!!!!!

xoxo Kelse






Thursday, November 8, 2012

Staying Focused During Break!


Reading this I am immediately taken back to August when the anticipation and excitement to start this incredible journey was bright in my eyes! 10 weeks later.... I'M TIRED! I think we are all feeling a little run down and ready for a break. Thanksgiving break has probably been anticipated in the back of our minds since around week 6, with desperation for rest hitting us during week 8 (midterms).. and now we only have three more school days until it has arrived! Though this break is an important time for rejuvenation- we must remember that there is still work to be done! One of the main problems I face during every single sabbatical is the silent killer called procrastination....

..... if only this was true! Honestly, going into this break I am well aware that this time can either make me or break me. It's an incredible opportunity to get caught up and prepare for grueling finals/presentations/papers approaching immediately following our return. For this reason, I have made a strategy for staying focused over break!
  1. Make a plan and prioritize work: Yes, this means facing the madness and taking a close look at what is coming up and setting time for WHEN not IF I will get it done!
  2. Rest- Resting is part of the plan but I need to remember not to hibernate. Staying motivated is difficult when you own the most comfortable bed in the world with a mom that cooks the best food in the world- but being productive will be so much more gratifying when the chaos hits.
  3. Take Thanksgiving Day off!- This will be my time to give myself a true break. Thanksgiving isn't a four day holiday so I need to remember that during the days preceding productivity is CRITICAL- so the actual holiday can be a time of rest and relaxation with amazing family instead of stress and anxiety that the end of break is near..
  4. Remember how grateful and blessed I am to be on this journey!- Having not seen my family in weeks I know they are all going to ask me how school has been going. During this time I will gush about how much I love it despite the craziness and talk about the amazing friends I've made and the amazing professors I have--- because it is soooo true! Remembering that I love what I'm doing truly makes getting through all the work worth it!!!
With all of the amazing rest and getting ahead that I will SURELY achieve this Thanksgiving break I am sure that I'll be taken back to my "August state of mind" with my freshly rested eyes and newly disappeared dark circles stating "I'm so ready for nursing school to start" all over again! 


I'll let ya all know how it goes ;)

xoxo Kelsie




Saturday, October 13, 2012

Skid Row



My Skid Row Experience...


retrieved from latimes.com


            Last Thursday, October 4th, us first semester nursing students experienced our first clinical experience serving alongside the Fred Jordan Mission in Los Angeles. I had no idea what to expect, and not having researched the mission, I had no idea that it was all about helping kids!

  MY JOB..
         My job was being an escort. Initially I thought it would be a boring job and I was nervous about walking the kids through the various stations on my own.. but after my first experience with the most precious little kids, that all changed! My heart melted as I held the hands of two little kids and walked them through the stations. At first they were scared of me, and didn't talk much at all. They were nervous to be away from their mom and didn't know what to expect. After a few minutes of smiling at them, conversing with them, and making them giggle they let their guards down leading me to an experience that completely changed  my outlook on the entire day!
        I saw their faces light up as they saw all of the new stuff they were getting. As they went from station to station the little boy would ask me, "Is this all mine?" He was having the best day ever and I felt so blessed to be a part of it. When my first group was finished they didn't want to say goodbye! By the end they had learned my name and were hugging me and I was just so happy to be there, and could not wait to get back in line and do that again! 

AMAZING REASSURANCE ABOUT MY CHOICE OF PROFESSION...
       Skid Row made me realize that I have a heart called to serve! I didn't care about getting my sparkly and shiny and clean nursing uniform dirty like I selfishly worried about on the bus ride there. I was addicted to helping all the little children and teenagers get whatever they came for that day, and make it a fun process as they went along. I found myself being their advocate making sure they got the right size or their favorite color because a part of me knew this would not happen for then again for a while.  I played with and loved on the little kids and had really cool conversations with the older ones. A few of the teenage girls even started asking me about nursing and I think I sparked their interest!!! 


WHEN ARE WE GOING BACK!?!?!?...
       The time at Skid Row went by way too fast, and I left feeling so much joy.. which doesn't seem quite right considering the circumstances that brought those families to the line that day. Still, it was an amazing day and I was so proud of our group as we jumped right in and thrived in this unfamiliar and challenging situation. I hope this is the beginning of a long relationship with the Fred Jordan Mission because I cannot wait to go back!.... In fact I was so inspired and filled with joy from serving others, I went home and finished my ISP application!!! Skid row was an eye opening and life changing experience and I feel so blessed to be a part of a program that allows opportunities like the one we got to experience.

Here is a link to video with some of the precious little children's reactions to all the wonderful craziness that day...

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Time Management


Ever since I can remember, since the beginning of my school career with projects and book reports, big tests and assignments, I’ve been a victim to the consequences of procrastination… My procrastination problem was huge and it would cause me the worst anxiety! Once, I put an assignment off so long that I fainted from an anxiety attack about worrying that I wouldn’t finish in time. You can only imagine how embarrassing it would be to tell your nurse that you hyperventilated from missing a homework assignment. I realize my reaction to procrastination comes from my type A personality; however, my constant “I’ll do it later” attitude was causing me a major and very avoidable conflict. From that moment sitting on my pediatrician’s examination table in the ninth grade, I decided that procrastination had no place in my life if I wanted to keep the oxygen flowing to my brain normally.
Through many trails and errors, I have finally found a way to organize my time and work so that I minimize stress and maximize success. This isn’t 100% bullet proof yet, after all I love doing fun things with my fun friends like Stagecoach during finals (which I still can’t believed I pulled off).. but I would say it works for me 92% of the time. I stick to three general rules:

1.     TO DO LISTS SAVE LIVES
I like constructing my to-do lists on a weekly basis. If I were to plan a month in advance, seeing the amount of work may have me relapse into another anxiety attack. First, I write down all upcoming assignments that are due throughout the current or sometimes upcoming week (because I know myself well enough to know this girl might need to see it for an extra week so she can wrap her mind around getting it done). I then plan out the day and time of day I am going to get it done. Because I love competition, I race the clock to stay on my time schedule (Is it cheating that I give myself a little more time than I realistically may need?) This makes me feel successful and competent and ahead of the game, setting me up for a positive attitude to get the rest of my stuff done! (P.S I have 32 more minutes to finish this particular assignment :) )
2.     BE REALISTIC
I am always realistic of my capacity to sit in one place for an extended period of time. I’m obviously not going to plan to get all of Jarvis and Potter and Perry done in the same night, unless I want to reread it all because I didn’t retain one thing. Though it would be nice to cram everything in one or two days and chill out and watch Gossip Girl reruns the rest of the week, I realize this isn’t my type of setup for ultimate success. Plan things out and balance some small tasks with some big tasks because when checking off To-Do lists I’ve found that quantity beats everything else. When you’ve checked off 10 out of 12 you feel like a boss even though you still have to finish the entire chapter 44 in your fundamentals book or something like that.
3.     GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK
Yes I said I plan out my assignments by the hour, but you better believe I allot time for a few breaks. Working toward a goal is how my mind sees it. I trick myself into thinking; “I just have two more assignments then I get a break” like it’s going to be the best hour to do nothing (like nap or go in pinterest) of my life, (the same way I get through leg day at the gym!) I also mean give yourself a break in the sense that TO DO lists are revisable. Don’t feel overwhelming pressure if you’ve stretched yourself too far for the day. Bump things around because ultimately these things are to relive stress, not create it.

Like I said, these three general rules are not bullet proof yet. There is that occasional time when your friend invites you to the concert at the last minute and you don’t have enough self control to finish the chapter that isn’t due till Wednesday... and that’s OK! But the overall goal of my philosophy on time management is get to it all done so I can fell accomplished, organized, and avoid anxiously fainting from being stressed out! 

P.S. I finished this 20 minutes early, I win again!!!! ;)

Hope these are relatable for some of you guys!

XOXO, Kelsie